Friday, April 07, 2006;
♥ 11:42 PM
end of wk 3. lol this week first week of new timetable. its quite okay i guess. could get used to this. 1142pm at night and im blogging lol. slept like 4 hours just now. then now nid to mug. otherwise tmr after opening ceremony we going out to play then i nvr mug again. haiz.
chem teacher says i need practice. competition coming up i nid train also. other subjects also need to study. i think lagman was right when he asid these 2 years would probably be the most hectic school days of our lives. but so many ppl went thru with it so i guess i can too. its not easy, but i'll try.
sometimes its just so hard to be what u want, u tend to go sideways and end up being what u dun want, or maybe something even better. depends i guess. not sure how it works but i think if i really work hard now, think i can do well.
my friends are quite stressed i think. talking to them on msn they all tell me its stressful. some tell me always try to get a good break once in a while. i think im having too many breaks or sth. think i'll spend less from now on. glen was asking whether our class was a bit dead today when we were at s11. hmm all of us said a little bit, but i think no choice, since all the work is piling on, still got tests summore.
i nvr really chiong for studies b4, except last year end, maybe thats why last year my results not bad. now i feel as if im not trying hard at all. dont know whats happening to me. these days nothing feels good. maybe striving hard for a good life is what i shall do, or maybe thats what ive always been doing but not succeeding? not sure. i'll work hard anw.
lol i think this post quite boring haha. sian! tmr after opening ceremony lets have fun! xD
round and round we go...
